SELF-EXPLORATION AND ARTISTIC EXPRESSION: REFLECTIVE JOURNALING IN MALAY ART SONG: ‘ENIGMA HATI’ BY MARZELAN SALLEH

Reflective journaling emerges as a strong instrument for artists seeking self-discovery and artistic progress in the arena of music, where emotion and creativity intersect. This research endeavors to investigate the utilization of reflective journaling within the framework of acquiring proficiency in performing the Malay art song “Enigma Hati,” composed by Marzelan Salleh. The objective of this study is to provide insight into the various advantages of engaging in reflective journaling in the context of music performance. Specifically, it seeks to emphasize the potential of reflective journaling to improve musicians’ understanding of their performance process, strengthen their self-awareness, and boost their overall set of skills. Through the utilization of a first-person standpoint, the researcher-singer explores the profound influence of reflexive practices, underscoring their effect on the behaviors, thoughts, values, and identity of a performer. The study not only highlights the importance of engaging in reflective journaling but also examines other facets of music performance, encompassing the difficulties associated with phrasing, dynamics, spoken dialogue, and high notes. The researcher demonstrates the potential to address these problems and achieve emotionally impactful performances through diligent practice and the application of mental imagery techniques. In summary, this research offers a thorough exploration of the realm of music and the utilization of reflective journaling as a methodological approach. This analysis emphasizes the essential significance of emotional attachment, technical expertise, and imaginative interpretation in the execution of art songs, while also demonstrating the transformational and empowering potential of reflective journaling as a means for musicians to enhance their pursuit of artistic excellence.