Letters

Letter undated from John Bauer Ester Ellqvist, consisting of four pages written on the front and back of a folded sheet of paper. Main writing handwritten in red ink. The letter lacks signature. The style of hand suggests John Bauer as a sender. .. LETTER TRANSCRIPT: .. [Page 1] Esther min Surely I am yours. You have Mej du [Constructed: and no other.] as full and complete as something can be owned. It hard courage and [overworked: tan] the thought seduction [?] like me in the last breached gaf dough part in torments Mej only moments otherwise Do you always stand for mej as the brightest and the most heated The [overrun: d] the lift can donate mej. But hvad I always beavers because this warm and bright must be matted to the fire must [the overdraft: cool] go out and the heat [coated: domna] to swell when we once get the goat forever. [Constructed: Tr--s] Your Intention- sowing longing and vein is always stronger than [overworked -g] the joy .. [Page 2] [Constructed: af] exercises the commitment of the threaded I fear this as one possibility that can be in- meet and statistics [Constructed: m [?]] the marriage shows with gruesome manga pro- cents. O Esther min hvad I Beaver for that moment then you and I Chifas and [inscribed: you] show [overdrawn: hintered] May contempt. Then I will to start hating dough to I am no longer independent because I no longer to fly hvarmin troubled soul lusts. Now is a nest with dough center idial, but hvad knows I if [overworked: that] the idiom when 10 years passed. Esther for to let .. [Page 3] May my apprehension. You never go from mej You don’t get it. I have my great calm and mine peace to your lips [drawn dash] you have it against mine But Esther. The ron is intoxication and one becomes fine and double anxious in loneliness. Man sheds after more peace intoxication and unrest become multi-double after awakening the Ability. It’s the law for all stimulants. It’s a cottage thought, but it trains sej on mej with force. Lastly, one’s friends Sey at [inscribed: s--- [?] drawn dash] the agent [coated words] and to stand alpine and alone [the following paragraph is surrounded by dashes and is written over two pages at the bottom: on page 3: Esther wait for mej. I have to wax and become large and strong on page 4: before I always bind Dej at my fate.] .. [Page 4] In the beginning I noticed ---kt [?] no action. Love makes a blind as you know. [Comment: on page 4 there are two pencil sketches and a square in watercolour or tusch.