Letters

Letters 1909-06-20 from Ester Bauer to John Bauer, consisting of twelve pages written on the front and back of three folded sheets of paper. Main writing handwritten in black ink. .. LETTER TRANSCRIPT: .. [Page 1] Vidinge 20/6 09 My beloved John It was sad that I not received a letter from Dead when I was last Friday in Furusund. De foro no regular tours yet and God knows if they nånsin to do The Midsummer Evening [Constructed: res] Father Martin to retrieve their sisters and then this letter to follow along .. [Page 2] they are well travelling on a couple days again and then I hope to get a letter from dej --- late linger maybe very long before the bid again but writing anyway One can never so closely know. This Friday I’ve Lived Martin, he wanted 2 kr. so that it expensive to do it often. On the Home Road it took to to blow rather hard, I blef noticeably enough Fear, I as [inscribed: de] never .. [Page 3] to be feared the lake before. It’s the horror I got when you sailed with the canoe, in particular that night I woke and waited on dough, there was a storm and I never thought I’d see dough more. That horror sitting in mej yet. When you come out here John so write a long time before so [overlined letter] that I can get the letter and to get dough in .. [Page 4] sailboat, lofva mej it. Sometimes about the nights I dream that you is at sea danger, I understand not hvad it is with Mej.----- The little ones lie on the floor of the sunstrip and sofa now. They tie Mej [coated word] in sej, I can not to walk away from them I don’t want to close them inside the dark barn as long as the sun is shining. They sleeve such different deer. Spinken has a very high smooth down, always drum sacred and lovable, but .. [Page 5] [exceeded: 4 and 5] The mine is like everyone af the higher standing the gender, deeper and out- thorough. She can sit long moments and staring thoughtful in front of the sei, But she can to be wooded and wild man with scarce distress can save her from to discard the lake, for she loves and she Want to Narra Spink with sail out into the water, but he is wiser than that for water he is very afraid of .. [Page 6] it should also be. After all, Spink I was always so afraid of water. In his Cheese Moments Does She Bear Spink to so much odygd but when she has her grubs moving thoughts she soothing on him Yes he sounds like all male people so happy want, lead sej af en little woman. But still mines and quarrels he sometimes, to we should not believe that it is he who obeys. .. [Page 7] Ack yes, the manfolks. Martin is the Redest Socialist. He is tracing Mej always with the Masses hair travelling stories about how cruelly lousy everyone occupational venomer hurdana to all workers pea. Then I Seals to all the peas we more or less workers and that we in rule always has someone lender no understanding, the only he understands seems to be .. [Page 8] [inscribed: that] the officers have for large salaries and all dealer scars Roffers. But after all he would like to borrow money and learning and taking the student to become a af these threatened suits- the bait man. Yes it is sin about him. He is a chiller and it wants He’s not being, maybe it is af such stoff The Worst Socialists come. Now wake up the little ones and chewing on carpet and so shall .. [Page 9] [Top of page 9 and 12 text upside down: Jon-Erik should danger to Fur--- He takes this letter [overdrawn word] and a g or number 9, alt. 6 upside down figure] I make dinner. Goodbye with dough. Tonight is the Hafvet a mirror. I have set down the beach and heard the sea bird cries, they hooked to his home and [inscribed: a] mother with her little commo swimming in it metal-colored water and seals and terns single In broad circles, mej is deserted. Yes it was beautiful, god- beautiful. Is here well slightly smoother than a lake Bird cries, And loneliness is so big and beautiful. .. [Page 10] [At the top of the last word in a sentence beginning on page 11 written upside down: all. In the margin is inscribed LI or 17 upside down] Good Night with a Dead Woman Kiss din Esther. Today, Greta and I bathed, I arrived at the moment home. We will be locked on the mountain a full hour and a togo sunbathing. The water was cold so that it bit the skin but lovely it was in all cases. Thank you for [Constructed: yours] dinna both bref. I near Brändöras and retrieved them (they have been in Furusund today) I was sitting in a birch grove and solved them and I is so happy and in love with dough John John .. [Page 11] [at the top of page 11 and 10 written upside down: Helsa so much to all] Sure I am healthy and tan and my taxi children feel as princes. For a moment since the gingo down a puddle with manure water and so closed I entered them although the sun shines yet but something sentences they must have --- they little darlings. But now they are again honoured and now they stand and cry for I’m sitting and writing instead of playing with them. The health so myocardial Nervous very til dej. Yes Fridas bref is indeed .. [Page 12] [at the top of the page written up and down a text written over pages 9 and 12: [page 9: Jon-Erik is to danger to Fur/page 12: usund tomorrow and then/page 9: does he take this letter/page 12: med. Adjö with dej Johnne] characteristic of her, I shall write and disguise [?] her and to Åberg’s [note: can also stand Öbergs] I also write a beautiful evening and that After all, we all go out here. But John, Hvad I linked be taken after dough my own core John Hvad I would then kiss your mouth and crawl Raise in your Fame. Ack yes ---- but you’ll come after all soon or how? I am so happy about dough. Lille Spinken Greets especially to the dough, he becoming more and more corpses our former lille Spink... Kiss mej my own core John John