Letters

Letter undated from John Bauer to Ester Ellqvist, consisting of four pages written on the front and back of a folded sheet of paper. Main writing handwritten in red ink. On the second and third sides there are four solid ink spots, two of these cover partly underlying words. A sketch is drawn around one of these spots in the upper right corner of the third side. .. LETTER TRANSCRIPT: .. [Page 1] Sto-gligste [?] Allernadigste Queen and --- [?] [inscribed on the line below but belonging to this sentence: ---nna [?] Please sweet you. I solemnly honour you about forgiveness of the low, if bad upbringing witness, unleashed yes [?] --- [?] af jäcklia sat on my daring ---- [?] your so inner carcoma bref It’s host outside and inside. It’s prasbling [?] and hvisakr.[?] Altting is humid and congratulate I kanner me --- [?] about the heart my otherwise so proud heart I’m the islanders and the islanders. I who loved so I who was so alarmed with your big, true, [overdraft: aldra [?] alda] Carspawn [Constructed: [?] [?] her verdig. I am deceived. I twigs and crying All my middle [coated: lifs---?] innermost lif in sonder--- [?] Deer .. [Page 2] [exceeded, k---?] God and the here. kvid h--- [?] Cow Soil. There is nothing sacred. Cow!!! [exceeded: [?]] --f [?] furnace Cocks! O grief as reins --- [?] [ink pump] [?]. O [?] femina that caused mine sorta [?] O lif hvi holler you mej in shackles I want f---ka [?] as me Naked torch scars the following. I have a dog a small dog. a fully valid [?] --iten [?] with short legs. E tax This small lif is [exceeded: orskken] the cause That all my innermost lif s [?] --- [?] [?] af mök [?] [exceeded: [?] and whole [?]] autumn hears They met daily she and he (the dog n--- [?]) .. [Page 3] But so one day it is s--- [?] jemt 3 weeks ago, that was a Wednesday I my the day so [ink pump over words: so] well The sun --- [?[ and everything was [ink pump over words: -ad [?] on my couch in my artist she was on the couch and a dog iante [?] [coated: i] i jig [?] out in an outer small room to -- [?] The panel [exceeded: t] and came completely silent and unencumbered again --- [?] [overworked words: --- [?] for] it cut like knifar In my dominion I could not andast The black hay mine eyes I hoarded myself so maningom. She was still on the couch Equal to the Dog Cream She saw Do not perish. no one had --tat [?] mej H-n [?] Waving with the s-lip [?] and unfolded .. [Page 4] dog---et [?] with the mated palig [?] heat ratings I took the steps asked did a weak table with his hand [overwritten words: Fa---? and G---?] komo orndn [partially exceeded: stocked] his neck on Mej. He just jumped down from the couch put their little ones f---- [?] towards my turn and waved [exceeded: tail [?]] O. women huru lattfor-d-na [?] You do not honor. Write to Mej in my grief Gora dä Greetings John John PS. I send you here the utlofva-e [?] photograph git [?] during my days